things are bad for me..u can laugh..laugh all u want~

I hate myself..

I knew this is going to happen..

and it did.

Reality hit me hard..

hard enough..

damn..

It hurts a lot u know..?

I hope to bring someone down,

with me..

but that's not going

to happen..

.

.

.

God's not on my side.

Sometimes thinking negatively

saves you from the pain

you would receive later on..

but now I don't believe in

anything..