2010 already?

oh,sedihnya~sebab ape?korang tgk bhgn tepiiii kirriiii skali~haha.sbb tu aku sedih.
mcm la ade sgt org nk bace penderitaan hidup aku nih.alahaii..pathetic~
I think I'm gonna shut down my blog.no use of it.useless..

'nyway,it's already 1st of Jan.school's starting on the 4th.so guys,see u at school.uh,nervous ar~
and also,Happy 2010! <3
Good Luck to everybody..I'll be taking Sastera.maybe got no friend in class,but I'm sure I'll get used to it later~ ha.ha.ha. that's what we call sarcastic.

the END of my life..and my deadly,lonely,hopeless,powerless blog.
tata~

Jealousyyyy

seems like everybody got what they wanted..well..they did work their butt like hell!they didn't sleep for nights! so it's ur fault,mean oiiii!
okeyyyhh,so yeah,I'm so jealous..I mean come on!wawa got her camcoder(ejaan camni ke?) then,lisha!!oh that cucu of mine,she got a freakin' HD camera!it's awesome!so freakin' awesome,my stomache felt like a washing machine~grushhh grumpp grushh!
anyway,I congrats all of u hardworking,intelligent,amazingly pretty brains out there who gotten theirselves an awesome and pretttttyy 8A's! u guys are like ants..hardworking I tell u.
so God has given u what u deserve to get.
not like me~I'm freakin' lazy,sleepyhead,big butt girl in town.boooooo~I'm a bad aura I tell u!so stay away from me~cehh.. huahhhh!! -sobs- sedih ar..tp xpe,aku kuatkn semangat.
Ujian and pengajaran dr Allah..aku kena terima&redha.kalo x,dosaaaaa~

anyway,congrats again to u guys!sad I couldn't congrat myself,pathetic it is..
my close friends who got 8A's, ESH;WAWA;SYIRA;ATIKAH (and others,sorry yeah kalo x mention,but still congrats!)

things are bad for me..u can laugh..laugh all u want~

I hate myself..

I knew this is going to happen..

and it did.

Reality hit me hard..

hard enough..

damn..

It hurts a lot u know..?

I hope to bring someone down,

with me..

but that's not going

to happen..

.

.

.

God's not on my side.

Sometimes thinking negatively

saves you from the pain

you would receive later on..

but now I don't believe in

anything..

Tomorrow is the big day~

yeah!tuan2 dan puan2! tomorrow is the very big day for all form3's and 9th graders all over Malaysia~

fuh~suspense..I wonder if I got 8As..or not.freakin' nervous! T.T

I'll go to school around 10am~ yela,coz dtg awl2 pon xde gunanya,keputusan mesti kluar lmbt.
like my sister's experience, dtg pukul 8 akhirnya result smpai pkl 11! hah,ambik ko!

berapa jam terseksa menunggu.

huh,entah aku selera mkn ke x esk~ nervous nyeee...

uhhh,sedihh,nk chat ngan esh kat MSN,but she never replied,I guess she's asleep oredi! wah,cucu ku yg rajin tido awl nih! jealous aku!

nothing else to do,I'll post some pics! ngehee..

credits; me ^^

[me&sis/my parents @ Cameron.H]

[Pantai Merdeka&Cameron.H]

Are u nervous? 'cause I am.

yo!how's everybody doing?

as u all noe,PMR result is coming out on the 24th,this Thursday.a shoutout to wawa for the mssg,thanks!

i'm nervous...very nervous.I mean,we can't really expect good things to happen that day right?

I'm just afraid for the fact that I don't get straight A's..and for the fact that I'll totally dissapoint not just my parents but myself too.

my home tutor asked me bout it this morning..telling me how she's nervous too.lol,poor her.don't worry Kak Su,I'll save u from the cengkaman of my mom if I got bad grades! >.<>

I wonder what time we should come this thursday..karang dtg awal sgt buat malu je~ huhu.

and to u guys,my schoolmates! ingat2 la...kalo dtg nnt,pkai baju yg appropriate kay! no spaghetti straps,mini skirts and so on!

respect the school,and our teachers kay?! -esp the muslims( don't blame me if I gave u the 'look')-

and guys..I'm lazy to post about my vacation.yoyoeo je~but now I'm freakin lazy...but I'll post pics time to time. (not that anyone care...T.T)

have a good night guys!

andddd.... don't forget to go to school this Thursday!(form 3s)

MBLAQ on Star Golden Bell+LiYin's single.

only 2 members were present,Mir & Thunder.

Thunder's impersonation is so cute!haha~ and Mir,I didn't know he's very funny. ^^

creds;SinAQSubs@YT

and~ I finally received LiYin's single, Sunny Day,Rainy Day. I'm so happy! -happy happy happppyyy!-

front & inside

behind

Vacation -part 1-

ye!today I wanted to share with u guys,my vacation!lama gak aku pegi,5 days and 4 nights..~

well,if I were to rate this vacation,I'd give 4 out of 5. ok2 la~hehe.

if u're wondering,why got part 1 and so on...well,I noe I can't tell u the whole story in just one night,so I divided it into some parts.so korang x boring. ^^

let's start,shall we?

DAY 1 - destination; Ipoh,Perak.

we stayed at Hotel Seri Malaysia.disebabkn my mom tempah bilik last min,we luckily got a room,a standard one~

quite kecik.but ok la.our room no; 302(tgkt ats skali)

we arrived around 2pm,so turun,checked in,then sembahyang.(yela,apa2 pon ibadat jgn dlupakan,ye x?)

after that,turun mkn kat hotel's restaurant.like the post b4,i've told u,servis lmbt!!i was freakin' hungry dat time.

aku order 'penang char kuey teow'.nasib baik sedap,kalo x,aku meletop kat situ gak~haha.malangnya,air dia,punya la sikit!that's the very 1st time,I drank slowly..cam kura2..just so air aku x abes sblm mknn smpai~

after eating,around 5pm,kitaorg pegi shopping complex,saje nk buang mase.after staying one night there,kitaorg b'tolak ke Cameron Highlands,Pahang!-broommmmm-

-lepak2 kat the Coffee Beans;satu air shared by 3 people,bkn pelokek,cuma kitaorg mmg x larat minum sorang2-

- me&my sis;kembar siam?nah~ -

-aku setuju,Ipoh mmg bersih,at least a lot better than Kajang..props to the people!-

I'm backkk!!

yeah,how's everybody doing? just got back from vacation a few hours ago. freakin' tired mannnn.

uhm,I'll post up pics and stuffs tomorrow.coz arini penat sgt.cehhh,penat la sgttt..-keje aku tido je,bkn nye drive pon- haha.

poor my dad,dh la penat drive,xdpt guna laptop dia,coz aku tgh guna. jeongmal mianhae,papa!!

nnt adik tebus ye..hihi.

my vacation,ok la~not bad.

yela,middle-class people,hotel seri malaysia

pon dh alhamdulillah.

drpd tido kat motel!

betol2?~

cuma aku nk cmmnt ar

kpd Hotel Seri Malaysia,

dh la mknn awak bapak mahal

padahal xde la sedap mane

plus air yg awk bagi sikit gler..

buat air kencing pon x cukup,

ehem..the point is

SERVIS PUNYE LA LAMBAT!!

nasib baik aku x t'tido ats meja

tu menunggu mknn.

nasihat saya,

tmbh la byk mknn lagi

and turunkn harga tuh,

mahal sgt,

air kasi lebih sikit,

suruh pekerja cepat2 sket,

jgn lenggang kangkong je bila org order

dh la tgh lapar cam ape mase tuh.

hampir mati kebuluran tau..

>.<

tu aje la ye..

adoihh!baru pkl 10:46pm!!

cehh,aku ingatkn dh pkl 12.

lmbt plak masa blalu arini..

p'tanyaan saya la..

(kpd mereka yg sudi jwb)

camne nk popular kn blog huh?

aku nih cam syok sendiri je..

ahaha.

i mean,i x expect people to come to my blog

like bdk sumbu,

main terjah je,

tp entah la..

cam blog b'hantu je~

hihi.

kalo takot,bace ayat Kursi.

maka,akan Allah hntr malaikat

untk melindungimu.

-ape punya ending la-

2PM's My Color MV released.

saw this vid at YT.gonna post it here.

uhm,the vid is ok.not bad.I think I like Junho,Junsu and Chansung's colors.just bcoz I love black!^^

creds;thesmileyhills@YT

Zaman Kejatuhan

yeah~ini lah masanya!muahaha..

marilah kita tonnnntonnnn Zaman Kejatuhan aku & rakan2 ku...ahaha.(but I'm lucky coz u can't see my face in this vid.^^)

warning kpd mereka yg lemah iman,menghidap penyakit hati/jantung/hidung b'darah,bayi bawah 12 bulan dinasihatkn penjagaan org dewasa.ahaha.

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dah sedia?

this vid is actually not bad la~aku saje je overreact.hihihi...

t'kejut Berokkkkk.

adoihhh,just now kakak aku hampir cekup aku buat blog.

u must be thinking,so what?

the prob is,I don't want her to know that I have a blog~

nnt dia sebok2 tease aku.

uh,I hate it when she does that.

>.<

aku pon dgn hanya memikirkn ttg pride aku,

cpt2 aku cover comp nih

dgn bdn aku yg gendut bak kata my mom. XD

flashback

me: [update blog]

my sis: ade citer best? -jenguk2-

me: [cover comp as if my life depends on it] eh,jgn tgk!

my sis: huh? -curious-

me: uhh..nothing except for the fact that GD ikut jejak langkah JYP,ikat org kat katil.

[adoi..hancusssss]

my sis: -curious but whatever-

ye,begitu intense nye pada waktu itu.ahaha.lame,I noe.

a message to my sis.

[in case if she successfully found out]

oh,kakak ku yg comel& bijak.

if u're reading this(&the blog),

I beg u not to tease me about it.

like how u did when u found out about

Yxxxxxx and my Sxxxxx acc~

it's killing me when u did that!

if u found out,then u buat x tau je la ye.

kasihanilah adikmu yg lame ni.

thank.you.

end of my epic lameness.

oooh,ooh!esh beli kucing baru~kucing baru~ ceh..excited la tuh.ngehee...comel2 kucing tuh,esh oooiiiiii.ko jgn dekat sgt ngan kucing tuh,nnt jadi arwah.kidding only.hehe.

aku nih skang rajin plak baca blog org.my myspace&facebook b'habok oredi. >.<

so, I got a message,dunno la boleh dpercayai ke tdk ye~

a mssg 'bout PMR result coming out on the 20th.

but when I checked the official Ministry of Education website,

there's no news about it.

>.<

oho,PMR results is coming out soon enough

to make people like me..

pee in the pants.

urghh..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,

aku mohon..bantulah aku & rkn seperjuanganku

mendptkn 8A.

amin..

oh,aku dh doa byk2 kat dpn Kaabah.

semoga doa aku ditunaikan

oleh si Dia.

adoihhh...kecut perot aku.

T.T

next story,

esh asked me to upload the vid I talked about.

ahaha,sabar esh..

bila smpai masanya,

opah upload ye,cucuku sayang.

^^

tadi dsebabkn xde bende nk buat,I ended up 'cleaning' my comp.meaning,buang bende yg x sepatotnye ade dlm comp nih.adoihh...lots of rubbish!esp pictures.

lol,and I found a few vids..old vids of me..man,I was really crazy back then.so embarassing.

now I understand why my grandma said I'm becoming quiet..not like before.lol.

seriously I tell u,I was loud!~

chitchat ngan esh,talks about vacation...soon-to-come vacation.kalo diikutkn,mmg me and my family dh pegi..tp yela,my sis is sitting for her SPM~ so kene tunggu la smpai SPM die abis,which is next week,only then we can go travel. still planning where to go,but maybe going to Johor by train then my mom said we can go to Singapore too if we want...just bring along our passport and off we go!haha~

uhm,while I was deleting certain things..I found a vid..of me and my classmates back then..'07.1 Berlian,I miss u guys! lol,the vid is so embarassing..at least to me.that vid totally showed our 'Zaman Kejatuhan'.seriously,everybody looked so innocent..tudung sumeorg 'comel'2 belaka~lol.

t'gelak aku tgk...maybe I'll upload it here later.that's if my friends don't mind their 'Zaman Kejatuhan' is revealed.but I must say, esh and fareena looked the same.xde perubahan dulu and skarang~ ^^

After School&T-Ara's new MVs.

so,tonight I'm gonna promote a little bit of Kpop music vids...new ones of course.he3~

first off!

After School with their new song,'Because of You (너 때문에)'.

next up!

T-Ara or Tiara with 'Like the Beginning(처음처럼)'.